gradual change in perspective

I am learning to look for the smaller victories everyday, because victories are still victories.
I want less of my own desires to be reflected in my actions.
I want to live in complete understanding of the magnitude of Your grace for me.
I want to be striving towards being the man, Christian, person, brother, friend, worship leader, ambassador that You have purposed me to be.
I want to be wholly devoted to worshiping You in all that I do.
I want to be wholly and frequently taking the time and energy to learn from wiser Christians.
I want to be wholly and deeply overcome when it comes to worshiping in song, caring not about where my hands are or where my eyes look, but where my heart is.
I want to be wholly and deeply satisfied with the person I am right now, faults and talents alike, that I wouldn't hesitate to use both to glorify You.
I want to be wholly and deeply satisfied in Your promises and Your provisions, having a true hope for the future.
I want to be wholly and deeply satisfied in You.

and in You alone.

Love,
-Spencer-