Jan 1, 2010

very important hippos.

like the hypocrite i usually am, i'm going to take this very beautiful Jan. 1st sunset moment to clack out some resolutions. this time they're not on any pass/fail basis. i'm doing em because they're good. :)

-daily QTs. because God knows that I have the time for Him. I'm just not making the smart decision to make it for Him.
-daily journals. because i forget like crazy and if i don't write things down, the rollercoasters in my head are going to throttle me all over the place. and i'd really like to see how God uses my insecurities/failures/hungers/losses for Himself.
-sometimes daily guitar practice and phys. exercise. because if i say that it's completely daily, i'm going to spend all my time on one or the other and quit when i get bored/sore. and these aren't as big as resolution no. 1. this one's about taking care of the talents/abilities God's given.
-responsibility. period. because i've probably wasted cumulative months on stupid things that barely deserve minutes of the countless milliseconds with which God has so far graciously blessed me with. and because finishing homework to me means honoring parents, not throwing away blessings, investment in the future, and more time to make and build lasting relationships. (because all these online shenanigans are just a tad bit too impersonal for my complete liking. :D )
-big eyes. no asian jokes intended. i've spent too much of my 2009 and the years before that looking only at the things placed within the 5 inch (?) span between my eyes. i look down because i personally "need" to know why and how each step will take me where and when. i need to realize that there is a HUGE portion of the plan that i (however much i may want to) cannot, nor will ever be able to, see for its full worth. trusting in God means really trusting in God. none of this, "just give me the who/what/where/when/why/how details, and then i'll put my faith in you."

yay!
happy twenty ten!
yay for seniors!
yay for everyone else!
BIG yay for another year to do the right things!

:D:D:D

-spencer-

i'm not crazy.
i promise.
hippo-critical?
important hippos...
nevermind.
back to apps. :)